Somebody got murdered on New Year’s Eve
Somebody said dignity was the first to leave
During the middle of the 1980s Bob Dylan was suffering from a crisis. It had been a few years since the latest time he had revolutionised and changed popular music (look at a timeline of popular music since 1960 and you’ll generally see at the beginning of every shift a Dylan album surrounded by a lot of negativity from fans and the press) and been vilified for it. Indeed, it was such a dark time for Dylan that he considered going into business, something he quickly rejected seeing how the business world operates. The experience, however, gave birth to a new collection of songs which, combining for the first time with the producer Daniel Lanois, gave birth to the album (one of my favourites) Oh Mercy with lyrics such as:
We live in a political world
Love don’t have any place
One of the things which people find curious (and express rather forcefully) about Dylan is that a lot of the songs that he discards from his albums are brilliant songs which should be on the albums. The reason why they are discarded is obvious, because Dylan makes albums and not just collections of songs, however, this does not diminish their quality. One such ‘outtake’ from the said album found the light of day in the 1995 Dylan MTV Unplugged album, a song named Dignity.
The brilliance of the song is that it is the narration of a nameless person who is travelling around looking for someone called Dignity and, in every situation, the narrator finds, o, they just missed Dignity:
Searchin’ high, searchin’ low
Searchin’ everywhere I know
Askin’ the cops wherever I go
Have you seen dignity?
Yet it is not just the narrator who is looking for Dignity, it seems many people are regardless of their station in life:
Fat man lookin’ in a blade of steel
Thin man lookin’ at his last meal
Hollow man lookin’ in a cottonfield
Wise man lookin’ in a blade of grass
Young man lookin’ in the shadows that pass
Poor man lookin’ through painted glass
Sick man lookin’ for the doctor’s cure
Lookin’ at his hands for the lines that were
And into every masterpiece of literature
Blind man breakin’ out of a trance
Puts both his hands in the pockets of chance
Hopin’ to find one circumstance
Of dignity
However, as with all secrets there are those who don’t know and those who know (within the mortal plane, that is, for as Leonard Cohen wrote about higher matters: ‘If something won’t open\Don’t mean there’s a key\Don’t mean there’s a secret\They’re keeping from me’), for what else makes a secret worth knowing yet those who do know seem to fear the truth of what they know:
I went to the wedding of Mary Lou
She said, “I don’t want nobody see me talkin’ to you”
Said she could get killed if she told me what she knew
About dignity
Yet if one continues on one’s quest one will find people who truly know and want to tell the world yet, as with all truths, unless you know the truth you cannot understand the truth:
Tryin’ to read a note somebody wrote
About dignity
Yet, finally one finds the truth, and that is the truth is the beginning of the journey, for even if one is shown the truth and understands the truth there is still a long way to go. And what is this truth? Well,
Someone showed me a picture and I just laughed
Dignity never been photographed
Now, I can’t speak for Mr Dylan and what he means but it is possible that the picture the narrator is shown is a mirror and with this the narrator laughs at the truth of the divine comedy, that Dignity is not someone scampering around ever just out of reach and out of sight, rather Dignity is someone who resides within us all and, instead of looking at the world and cursing and complaining, we should look at our selves and seek the Dignity within us, especially at this time of year when we give thanks, over indulge and then make vague promises to be better, maybe we should enjoy the season but in the next year or so resolve to seek Dignity not in others or the world but rather in ourselves. It won’t be easy, but surely that is the point of the season? The quiet Dignity of the donkey carrying Mary, the quiet Dignity of Mary carrying the child, all of which were prefaces to the life of one who lived with a simple message, everyone wants to be treated with Dignity, everyone deserves Dignity even if
So many roads, so much at stake
So many dead ends, I’m at the edge of the lake
Sometimes I wonder what it’s gonna take
To find dignity
Merry Christmas
‘till next time